because this time, its different.




gohoho i dont really know what to blog about right now.




im feeling really stupid now cos of chem.
chem. chem. chem.
mole. mole. mole.
die. die. die.
please. please. please.
i stared at one question for like 5 mins
then i was thinking okay maybe i should try the next one
then i moved on to the next question and stared at it again.
i just kept doing this and realised
i wasnt getting anywhere at all!
pretty dumb huh.
and if that wasnt bad enough,
i started doodling all over my worksheet.
woww do i rock or what.
ms ho's gonnna be so prouudddd of meeee.
gosh im getting irritating.




but really, my results this term are like..
shit.
okay its probably worst than shit.
which is bad.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
i study so bloody damn hard, and this comes out of it.
and everytime i get back a test paper,
im like eiaowodjcknsjgf.
and it just spoils my whole day.
i dont know why it bothers me so much that i dont do well
but it does.
i mean, who doesnt want to do well right.
but, i dont know.
sigh im so demoralised,
i need serious motivation man.
maybe i was born to be stupid.

that I've held so dear.

im counting on fate.